Never saw this day coming, no one saw this coming. It was so sudden. When the doctors broke the news to mom and I, we were both shocked. Mom burst out crying when we walked into the room and she ran to your side. First she lost grandpa last month, now you. Its probably the biggest lost of her life and definitely my biggest lost ever. I kept on thinking, wishing, that this was a dream.
Mommy said so many touching things. “You never watched our kids grad from university” “we never raised grandchildren together” “we never went on a family vacation” “we never celebrated our anniversary” “you never treated me as well as your friends” “why wont you wake up” “please come back”. It broke my heart and was unbearable to watch. It was even harder when i had to hold his hand knowing that there was nothing i could do to help him. Then i had to pick up the brother from school. It was so hard being the one to tell him. He thought i was trolling until he realized that i wasnt laughing. His face went pale and was completely shocked. Hes so young. I cant imagine what its like to lose a father at such a young age. But dont worry dad, ill take care of him and try my best to raise him and take up your responsibility.
I was just hanging out with you and joking around the past two days. You were perfectly fine and now youre suddenly gone. Words cant describe how much i already miss you. Never got to tell you how much i loved you but i hope you felt that i did. I was never a son to be proud of but now i really wish i was. Never got to hear your last words but ill do my best to accomplish and conquer what you expected from me. I really wish we had more time together. Ill never forget your funky yet expensive taste, goofy personality and caring heart. Rest in peace dad. Ill take care of mom and Bruno. Take my word on it.